Is The Madness Ever Over…

March the month was very eventful for me and I have to remember that my life is progressing and morphing into this dream. As it always was, my creation requires help, but I also have to be my own help. Everyone is energy and the place where we choose to be requires ourselves to be self-reliant. Help is great, yet the heart is already strong and willing.

I feel so Tony Montana, the bad guy that the people point at for causing havoc. Not everything I say will please you, I might say something that you might not want to hear, the overall picture is that I got my energy out. The film still needs to have a bad guy to make that type of story intriguing. The charisma is the real gem of the movie, the performance and swag created from a persons actions. We perform day to day in this life of a schedule, I’m not the bad guy always, but if I’m pushed then maybe that’s what I need to be.

I got sick twice, and after almost decade of absence, my allergies return. I hit a cow, all in March. Not all of experiences in March were bad, events that remind you of how things can be worse and having the feeling of being greatful even though times are tough and when get put in those positions of loss we must still remember what we have. The health of our families and our own mindful ways of being the invidual we are born to become are always needing that energy.